Tuesday, March 5, 2013

I am scared.

So cycle ended in a BFN- not suprised, but I always hold out hope.

Called to set up appointment for IUI 3.2 and they told me that my RE wants me to come in.  UM...... WHAT in the world?  I am scared.  Scared he is going to give me bad news, scared he is going to tell me IVF is my only hope. IVF seems a bit extreme, but maybe it isn't.  I am just not mentally or emotionally prepared.  Def not physically prepared. 

I thought we had at least another cycle or two before this meeting.  When I saw him at our initial consult he didn't seem worried at all about my chances, but maybe he has seen bloodwork or sonograms that makes him believe otherwise.

I am scared.

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