6 Weeks 3 Days

My pregnancy officially ended at 6 weeks and 3 days.  Last night I cried for my Angel baby.  I am forever changed by this. I will never forget.  I want to move on so badly, but I know I have to grieve as well. I never imagined that this would be part of the journey. I don't understand why. I never will. I trust God, but I also have a lot of questions to ask Him. Anger. Sadness. Fear. It is at times suffocating. My family and friends are of course empathetic and supportive, but they don't understand. I feel so alone in this.

How very softly you tiptoed into our world, almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint you footsteps have left upon our hearts.
- Dorothy Ferguson